January 2010
Limited
I’m stuck. Today is Alejandro’s birthday, and also Priscilla’s birthday party. I asked my mom if I could go, she said no. Once more, I felt the guilt surge to how I brought my own self destruction, and why I am now not able to go out at all. As a matter of fact, yesterday I did go out, after school, with Erika and we walked her new dog, Princess. We also bathed her. But as soon...
“And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat,...”
“Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both...”
“Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I’ve found a key upon the...”
“Darlin’ watch out if I see you
Cause if you say hello, it’ll mean...”
“Went walking one day on the lower east side
Met you with a girlfriend, you were...”
“I’ve noticed, people, they all have motives.
Different, yet all the same....”
“I’ll help you find your way
Every moment your awake,
You know I’ll...”
“Forever alone, until I found you
And now your always there
Voice on the air...”
“To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved...”
“Last night I knew what to say
But you weren’t there to hear it
These...”
““My life reads like the classifieds.
Pages of what’s for sale;...”
““Oh the clever
Things I should say to you
They got stuck somewhere...”
“Tell me where’s your hiding place?
I’m worried I’ll forget...”
“Turn out the light
And what are you left with?
Open up my hands
And find out...”
“Don’t you ever fear, I’m always near
I know that you need help...”
“I’m shakin’ at your touch
I like you way too much
My baby...”
““I never saw it happening
I’d given up and given in
I just...”
““I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was...”
““I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But...”
““I think I’m drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell...”
““Heart! We will forget him!
You and I- tonight!
You may forget the...”
Pretty Swell Monday
Uhmm, it was a pretty good day today, aside the fact that it was the first day of the week, typically boring, but not bad.
Although, I do say, I missed Karen. Erika and I looked for her when then we suddenly realized that when we couldn’t find her anywhere she most likely went home. I think it was because she was tired, she did say it after all. Ahaha. So Karen, I hope you got your nap my...
““Even though you’re the only one I see
Its the last...”
““I think I know whats on your mind
A couple words, a great...”
““How much pain has cracked your soul?
How much love would make you whole?...”
I've Grown Fond of Putting Music Quotes for Today
So Imma do just that. Enjoy. :D
Peace and Love
Xoxo
Maria
“I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You...”
“Let us be in love
Lets do old and gray
I won’t make you cry
I will...”
“White demon where’s your selfish kiss?
White demon sorrow will arrange....”
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you...”
– (via erikabaaay)
How sweet. <3
““Sometimes I feel I’ve got to run away
I’ve got to get away...”
“There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know...”
Diego Has to Live "Above the Influence"
I am in Biology right now and Karen, Diego and I are looking at my tumblr.
Diego says that if Karen gets one, then Sam is going to get one and then Sam is going to convince Diego, and he hardly does anything. So Diego, I know you are never going to read this because you think that this is whack, but you gotta stop being influenced! Do what you want to do! If you don’t like it, fine. Who...
To Drift My Mind Off Into Another Dimension
I am going to probably write for a bit here too.
Of course, I don’t have a whole group of people following me, just Erika. So hello Erika. :]
Anyways, today was a pretty chilly day. Every time I walked to my other class, my hands would get numb, and my feet would get chilly too. I really need to find a way to keep my feet warm 24/7. Its not cool when the rest of your body is warm, but your...
““Don’t go away
Say what you say
Say that you’ll stay...”
The Past
At the moment, it feels like the past is coming, and its tickling my tummy, so all I can do is laugh, and laugh some more. Feels good.
“Hey stay young and invincible
Cause we know just what we are
And come what may...”
Its Been Rainy Today
Its been rainy, but nonetheless, I am in a great mood. I feel nice and snug in my living room right now, outside of the bitter winds. However, I do remember a certain time in high school where my friend Karen and I walked in the rain. It was pouring, and we walked without sweaters, just our bare shirts, and they got stuck to us as the water penetrated inside. This sounds very… huh, it sounds...